Thursday, December 1, 2016

"Once Every 28 Days?"

A fellow sissy (is that an oxymoron?) who's been experimenting with chastity asked me this morning when my last orgasm was.  It was a timely question.  i had planned to post something today about my last (and only) orgasm in November, a month that will go down as having been locked in my Holy Trainer 100% of the time, excepting for hygiene purposes.  Those hygienic breaks include cleaning up after a sissy orgasm in chastity. 

The last orgasm took place last Sunday evening, after the kids were gone and on their way back to their own little love nests.  It was a nice way for the holiday weekend to come to a close.  Diane wanted to thank me "for being such a good sissy wife." 

Dressed in nothing but black heels, white thigh highs and a short white babydoll nightie (i don't count the Holy Trainer as a piece of clothing) i waited patiently for Her to come in the bedroom.  i had everything else ready for the kind of lovemaking She had in mind.  All She had to do was strip down and get strapped in.  i assisted Her with both those tasks. 

i offered to please Her first but She would have none of it.  "I just had an orgasm yesterday I think" She said.  She didn't "think", She knew.  "It's been awhile for you" She chuckled.  "Let's take our time.  I want you to enjoy this one."

We did.  And i did.  There was plenty of foreplay while She wore Her strap-on.  Lots of kissing, licking, and yes...some sucking.  Plenty of straining in my pink little cage as well.  The Hitachi lay on the nightstand fully charged for a long time.  i wondered when She would finally put it to use. 

Diane made love to me slowly, sensually, patiently and very deftly.   It was clear that She wanted me to orgasm solely from Her expert use of the strap-on, relying on Her finding my P-Spot at just the right times.  When She knew i was getting close to ready, She had me turn over and get into the doggy style position.  It's not Her favorite but the one that seems to work best for Her to reach that "special place."

It didn't take Her long.  Soon, my sissy juices began to ooze out of the cage.  It seem to take forever.  i continued to leak well after She'd withdrawn and lay by my side.  She may have wanted to thank me, but i was thankful to Her as well.

As orgasms go, is was one of my best.  When they're so infrequent, they tend to be that way.

In contrast, Diane had one or more orgasms on twenty-four days this month.  There have been some very busy days and as numbers go, it wasn't one of Her best.  i'm not pointing out this disparity between our orgasms as much as i'm just stating a fact; data that somehow helps support the lifestyle we've chosen.

"You really seemed to enjoy that orgasm" Diane said later. 

"i did.  Very. very much" I told Her as i gave Her a hug and kiss.

"Maybe once a month is a good number" She said.  "Or how about this:  Once every twenty eight days?" She asked rhetorically, not giving me time to answer.  "Just like a menstrual cycle."

Who am I to argue.  "Sure.  Something to look forward to" I responded.

Then a few minutes later, this...."If I'm counting right, twenty-eight days from now will be Christmas Day.  Now wouldn't that be special?" She asked.

There was no need to answer.  It would be special.

Should i buy something really pretty for the occasion?

Or maybe Santa will leave something under the tree.


sissy terri

Sunday, November 27, 2016

Sounds of Sex

Having a large home has its advantages.  Not so much when you're the sissy wife who has to do much of the housework but when it comes to sex, distance between the master bedroom and some of the guest bedrooms is a big plus.

For a cuckold being sent to the furthest corner of the house like i used to be can be erotically frustrating (and humiliating).  We have this desire to at least hear the sex sounds emanating from the love nest and when we can't hear them, the frustration mounts.

When there are guests in the house, having stay in the guest bedroom that's farthest away allows Diane to be worshiped on a schedule that meets Her needs. 

Our recently married daughter and son-in-law were here this weekend and Diane told me to get that "room on the other side of the house" ready for them.  When they arrived late Wednesday night, my daughter asked "Why that room?  Why not my old room?" 

Diane had the right answer:  "I thought you'd enjoy some privacy."

And my daughter's retort:  "Are you sure it's not you guys who want the privacy?"

There were a few laughs and Diane quickly changed the subject.

Later that night Diane was ready for some worship after long and stressful day.  However, before i began my duties i couldn't help but ask Her if She thought our daughters had any inkling of our kinkiness.

"I don't know.  Maybe.  Doesn't matter anyway" She said nonchalantly.

"Think she'd sneak out of the room and listen?" i asked, the thought on my mind because of her earlier comment. 

"She is a bit mischievous" Diane smiled.  "But I'm not going to worry about that.  Now get down there."

i didn't worry about it either.  i must have given Diane pause though.  When She came, She was a bit more subdued than usual.


sissy terri

Thursday, November 24, 2016

This Thanksgiving, Grab a Breast

A rather curious day yesterday.  The submissive (moi) got more satisfaction than the Mistress (Diane).

"More" is a relative term.   Simply put, i got my submissive fix in the morning when i gave Linda a pedicure before she ventured out into the Thanksgiving travel madness.  i was quite satisfied with the finished product when i was done, but slightly disappointed that she has TSA Precheck status and wouldn't be removing her shoes at the airport for all to see. 

There was a little surprise at the end of my morning task; a request to plant a kiss on her pretty feet once the polish had dried.  It caused more than a slight tingle inside the Holy Trainer.

On the other side of the FemDom coin Diane was a tad disappointed that She had to cancel Her date with Paul.  Duty called at work and She wasn't free until late in the day when the cuckold window of opportunity had closed.  She got home just minutes ahead of one of our daughters and new son-in-law as the Thanksgiving holiday was set to begin.

From the texts Diane shared with me, Paul seemed to be the most disappointed of the day.  Trying to match wits with our President-turned-comedian, Paul whined that "now the only thing I'll get to stuff this holiday is a turkey."  There were a few more, each of them showing his eagerness to reschedule the date soon.

Diane's long day at work led to an earlier than usual bedtime.  The crispy clean sheets, meant for the two lovers, didn't go unnoticed.  "Thanks for changing the sheets" She whispered sensually, a tease of sorts given the reason for the change.   She was soon sound asleep.

Happy Thanksgiving to all our readers.  Have a great day and......

...behave yourselves!


sissy terri

Monday, November 21, 2016

Cuckold Wednesday & A Pedicure

Last year Diane spent a night at a hotel near the airport with Paul before he flew out for the Thanksgiving holiday.  This year he has no such travel plans.  Instead, he's let me know to have "things ready" for he and Diane on Wednesday afternoon here at our place.

i've already put their date on the cuckold calendar and will make sure the bed has a clean set of sheets for their sexual rendezvous.  Other than that, i'll just have to wait for more specific instructions if there are any.

It's been awhile since Paul's been here with Diane, and probably even longer since i've been involved in any intimate way.  It remains to be seen if i'm to be included on Wednesday and if so, just how much.

Diane's best friend Linda also wants a pedicure on Wednesday morning before she leaves for a long holiday weekend.  i'll be giving her the pedicure here and should be done well before Paul and Diane arrive.

Until Wednesday, i'll be busy doing the grocery shopping for Thursday, getting the house all cleaned up and doing other domestic chores.  Following tradition, Diane takes care of the cooking on Thanksgiving and gives me the "day off" though i'll have done much of the prep work for Her ahead of time.

It's usually the one day of the year when you can find Her borrowing one of my aprons!


sissy terri

Friday, November 18, 2016

A Sissy's Satisfaction

Contrary to what many might think i've not been banned from blogging or been hit with a "gag order" by my Loving Mistress.  i can see why readers would think that because it's been a month since i've written anything here.

There are a couple of reasons for my absence.  The first, which isn't likely to change much, is that i've become very busy with a couple of things.  i'm putting in more volunteer hours and even working some.  From a time commitment view, this is the major reason for my failure to blog.

Nonetheless, i've come close to blogging several times in the past month but found myself just not quite sure what to write.  i put together a few lighthearted "sissy fashion" posts but ended up deleting them.  Those deletions were reflective of the type of mood i've been in.  Call it a "sissy funk" of sorts.

Diane's post yesterday more or less "spilled the beans" for me.  For the past several months i've been reflecting on both Her increasing Dominance and control over me as well as my own escalating submission to Her.  At times, it seems as if both are growing exponentially.

In Her post Diane made it known that She no longer sees me as a male anymore, at least in a sexual sense.  Yes, those are strong words but truthfully, why should She?  While Her revelation was very straightforward and to-the-point, it shouldn't come as any surprise to readers as She's hinted at this several times when it comes to discussing our sex life.

i believe the "tipping point" of our relationship came when She finally agreed to experiment with a chastity lifestyle.  Soon, She was in love with the lifestyle and the experimentation was over.  It's how we live now.  She loves the emotional and physical changes that have taken place.

i can't remember the last orgasm i had while fully erect.   i will probably never have another.

i'm not unhappy.  Far from it.  i love being a sissy wife to Diane.  i just get my satisfaction in very different ways.


sissy terri ❤

Wednesday, November 16, 2016

Chastity Update & Lovemaking

Terri's usually the one who gives the chastity updates here so it's about time I weigh in on one myself.

I do want to thank those of you who offered suggestions to my key dilemma.  It's a work in progress and I'm going to come up with a solution at some point.  Sissy herself planted the seed for such a scenario more than a year ago when she admitted that she fantasized about how humiliating it would to have more than one key holder.  Soon, her fantasy will come to fruition.

More than twenty-to months into this chastity lifestyle (it's no longer an experiment), my sissy has spent 95.83% of the time locked up since we started at midnight on 1/1/15.  In 2016, she's at 97.86%  She's pointed this out before but a full day in chastity, all 24 hours, only changes one hundredth of a percentage point every other day.  It barely nudges the needle!

Someone asked me if I ever had the urge to let her out so that we could make love like a "normal" married couple.  Of course, the answer to that is "no."  I've not had that urge in a very, very long time.  Quite frankly, an attempt at something like that would be awkward now and anything but "normal."

The fact is that long term chastity as we've practiced it for nearly two years now has both emotional and physical effects on the wearer of the device.  For obvious reasons when the device is worn by a male, the physical aspects are even more pronounced.

I had a very intimate discussion with a friend yesterday during which I admitted that sexually, I really didn't see sissy as a male anymore.  Though that might sound cruel and mean to many it really isn't and I didn't intend it that way.  The sex we have is anything but traditional and I never expect her to perform like a man anymore, not that she could.  Why pretend.

The sex we have is great.  Her oral talents are like none other.  I also enjoy meeting her own"feminine needs" and without sounding boastful, I'm pretty good at it and getting better.  The last two times I've made love to her that way, she's cum like a girl while still locked in her Holy Trainer!

When I have my own "feminine needs", the ones that only a man can meet and Paul's not around, I just put the dildo gag around her head and ride myself to a very enjoyable orgasm.

I'm sure I'm not the only woman who gets a rush from sitting on a dildo protruding from her submissive's mouth while the sub is locked in chastity and dressed in a pretty pink nighty.

Don't let her kid you.    The pleasure isn't all mine.  She enjoys that too.


Thursday, November 10, 2016

Late for Dinner

Many thanks to those of you who offered suggestions to my chastity dilemma.  I've little doubt that I'm going to come up with a solution to this problem, even if it may be somewhat unconventional.  I'd never thought about using a 3D printer! 

It's late afternoon as I pen this and I'm about 30 minutes from hosting Paul in my office for a little private romancing.  It's one of those impromptu meetings that just came together about an hour ago when both our schedules cleared up. 

Mine was easy to rearrange.  It just took a text to my sissy wife to tell her I'd be late for dinner.  Her return text was one simple word:  "Paul?"

My reply:  "Yes :)"

Hers:  "Have fun."

Mine:   "Of course."